You may or may not know that Olivia has a special need. She was born without the bone in her arm that runs up the inside of your arm, thus making her hand turn inward in a "club" fashion. She also has what is referred to as a floating thumb, her thumb just hangs and swings back and forth, hanging on by skin and tendon. She has adapted very nicely over the last eight years and uses her pinky and ring finger as a pincher of sorts.
When we brought her home, we consulted with an orthopaedic hand surgeon regarding what could be done to help her. Ultimately we decided to have her thumb removed (we don't know how she has kept it
this long) and the surgeon is going to reposition her hand over top of the bone she does have, thereby straightening it out. We decided to do this over Christmas break, so she wouldn't miss any school (hoping) and get further behind. So, surgery is scheduled for the 23rd.
Saturday night, Livi got out of bed and was sobbing. She said she had a bad dream about her hand, that it would hurt to have the surgery, and she was afraid. This was all triggered because she has a dr. appt. tonight, and she thought it was for the surgery. Anyway, I talked to her, tried to calm her little fears and told her mommy and daddy would never do anything to hurt her, that we would control her pain as much as possible and that it would all be good in the end. I reassured her that her appt. on Monday was purely a pre-surgical thing and she wasn't having anything done tonight.
She seemed to believe me, to trust me. That is a good thing, as some days I'm not sure she truly trusts me. I want her to know we will take care of her and love her no matter what. So, if you are reading this, would you say a prayer for my little girl, that she will be surrounded by God's love and grace and that her surgery will go well; that the Lord will guide Dr. Reilly's hands and eyes as he makes Olivia's hand and arm look more like her other one and that she will be free of pain
especially for Christmas Day - her very first!
***UPDATE***
We are postponing Olivia's surgery until Feb. 3 in order for her to truly enjoy her very first Christmas (surgeon supported and suggested).